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Cut
out of Conclusion
Soon
after their first choice with their own will,
they were already free to choose for themselves
how they wanted to be and what they wanted to
do. They already had choice and the true freedom
to use that as they wished. Unfortunately, they
sort of messed up their first challenge. Why?
Neither of them took responsibility for their
choice. Adam blamed his choice on Eve. ?That
woman you gave me, she made me eat from the
tree.? Gen 3-12. As a result, he has a huge
primordial fear of being deceived and
manipulated by the woman. It is the fear of
being overcome by the female. This is one reason
why he fears letting go to her and to the
Goddess. He is afraid of Her power, so he tries
to be in control so that he won?t lose
himself. It is like the feeling that ?women
are evil and will make you do things that are
not good for you, that will harm you, or injure
your soul.? (a very, very deeply ingrained
belief and fear). This is how he gives his power
away and feels like he has no choice. This is
his error.
Eve
blamed it on the serpent. ?The serpent
deceived me and so I ate.? Gen 3-13. She too
did not take responsibility for her choice. As a
result of this, she has lacked faith in her
intuition, in her decision, in her right to
choose freely and can be controlled by the
man?s rationale of Good and Bad, because she
has doubted herself. Eve?s fear is also of
being deceived into doing something against her
will ? which is a fear of her na?vet? and
what will happen to her in trusting so openly.
Because she fears losing herself in this way,
she gives her power away and does not see her
freedom of choice.
If
you are not able to feel good about the choices
you make and find acceptance of who you are and
what you have chosen to be, you get stuck in a
struggle between Good and Bad. You?ll be stuck
in guilt ? self-conscience. Guilty is the
opposite of Free and it comes as a result of not
facing your errors and finding acceptance. Until
there is acceptance and the energy of
forgiveness, there is no moving forward. And so
we have been stuck in the past, living in the
realm where the Tree of Knowledge?s shade
refracts and reflects the Tree of Life?s
AllGood rays into Good and Bad.
And
what are those rays really?
What
are those two times?
The
time of the Past and the Time of Forwardness.
Being a balance between good and bad, we have
both of those times within us. We are encoded
with it.
Cut
out of conclusion
It
was wrong because to disobey the Will of Love is
to resist Love, to do outside of Love. To do
outside of Love is not very nice. We forget our
true nature, we suffer and many people get hurt
as a result. We must face this, find the
acceptance and forgive ourselves to grasp the
paradox and feel the peace. Do not run from the
fear of what this implies. It was not meant to
be to disobey the Will of God and to adopt the
Serpent consciousness. Let yourself see this.
The bottom line point is that we wish to return
to Love and absolute ecstasy of Being. We are
not here now, which means that we are still
holding on in ways which are disharmonious and
controlling. Thus to embrace this truth and find
acceptance is to release the past, guilt and
running from seeing the errors of our ways.
In
order to be back within the Garden of Eden
(which is only to be ourselves, fully and
completely with no resistance to being) then we
see there is No wrong in being ourselves. In
fact, the whole concept of wrong is just a
delusion caused by the Tree of Knowledge
reality.
Miscellaneous CUT OUT's
How
do you know what you want to be?
Having
lived a mental existence for so long, it can
become difficult to feel what it is that we
truly want to do. The answer lies in
understanding the difference between choosing
what you want or running from a fear. True
intention = desire from the heart. If the
intention is coming from a place of control,
fear or selfish desire, then we can say that
this is not a true intention for it comes from a
desire based within an illusion. The path of the
heart is often guarded by many fears, so to
choose from our heartfelt desire, we must
confront our fears. We must face all the things
that we have hidden behind through the years. It
is usually a safe bet to say that where there is
a fear, through that is my true heartfelt choice
? through that challenge of facing my fear, I
will find my peace. Generally speaking, when we
choose to run from fears, we tend to live in a
comfort zone. These fear-based choices are not
as exhilarating as the choices coming from the
heart that challenge all fear. For example, if
we are afraid of getting emotionally hurt, we
will avoid being in a relationship. It will feel
comfortable for us to be alone because it is
outside of the realm wherein our fears lie. If
we fear failure and we wish to run from that
fear, we will choose to do something that is
absolutely safe from failure, something that is
no challenge at all. This is a comfort zone.
Once
the fears are confronted, their power of
illusion over us is nullified. We will likely
not choose them back to limit us, for in
confront them we are able to see that it is not
necessary to believe them at all. After we
confront them, what really liberates us is in
seeing that we do not want to believe that to be
true. We were really only holding onto the
beliefs because we thought we had to.
If
a belief is a part of the Truth, and one has
complete faith that it is real, then why be
afraid to let it go? We have such a tendency to
hold onto our beliefs as if they will run away,
leaving us stranded, alone and powerless without
them, or as if we are betraying something to let
them go. We clutch them close to ourselves as if
letting them go would be letting a part of us
go. But really behind this, we hold onto them
because we are afraid that if we let go we will
see that they really aren?t as important as we
thought. Strange, aren?t we?
Some
people?s desire is not based in their true
desire of the heart (Love), but based in a need
for control, power or greed. In seeing the
freedom that we all truly do have, one can worry
about how some people will take the
understanding that we are all really free to
follow the will of our hearts. One must feel the
wisdom in having faith and in letting others
choose for themselves. You cannot worry about
another?s choices. If you know that there are
others who do not have good intentions for you,
one must take action to be prepared. It
doesn?t get you anywhere to worry about what
other people will choose. Rather, trust in
others and understand that those who will err,
will err.
[Fifth
Circle - CaN #3 - I do not deny anyone's right
to Be
I
do not judge how someone is, for such would be
saying that how they are is Bad. This negates
them and denies their right to existence. My
will is not greater than any other's will on
Earth. I have the same will, because we were all
granted the gift of choice and we were all
created by God. I always respect another's
choice, for it is their choice. I give up the
need to make choices for others. I give up the
need to have power over or control over any
other. I let people be free to choose for
themselves as they would like. I let people be
free to be as they are.
The
balance is that I may always say how I feel and
it doesn't mean that conflicts never arise with
people. I do what I love to do, and I let people
do what they love to do. I simply do not impose
my will over another if we differ, but I always
allow myself to create what I love and to speak
up for what I wish to be true.]
We
also don?t really have to worry about others
because when we do something that is outside of
Love, the Universe has a natural law that comes
into play. It is the law that says ?As you do
unto others, so will it be brought back upon
you.? This is true both for acts of love and
kindness and acts of control and destruction. It
is not God punishing us for the ills we have
caused another. It is our own conscience that
develops a hollow void from the ugly action or
word. It is our mind bringing to us what we
believe to be reality. So if we are doing
something to others, surely it must be ok if
they would do that to us? If it is something
that we do not want, then we must make changes
in our ways. This law is an unwritten agreement
that we have with the Universe. So long as we
are making those ugly choices, we still
haven?t gotten the message and therefore, we
will manifest something negative so that we can
learn to overcome the need to destroy, hurt or
control.
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Miscellaneous cuttings
It?s
like this ? You don?t know who you are. You
just are a part of the Creator?s Ocean,
undistinguishable from the rest of the water.
Then you get the opportunity to see yourself as
a drop ? you get the awareness of who you are
as an individual. In doing so, you get a little
fixated on this part of your identity, so
you?re really not experiencing the fullness of
who you are. It is when you remember you are
part of the whole that you get the full
experience of who you are.
There
was a great feeling of falling deeply inward,
and then Adam and Eve woke up with their
physical eyes open. They woke up to think they
were somewhere else. They didn?t realize it
wasn?t somewhere else, it was right here,
where they had always been, within the Garden!
When
you give up the need to try, the need to be in
control, The Creator, The Source, through you
and as you, is the doer. The separation that we
know in individuality does not apply. The
Creator is not separate from us as the Will
comes through, thus we do not have to toil all
by ourselves. You become the experience of the
dream.
Cut
out From Cutting to the Chase Exercise part I
When
you are meditating and reaching wonderful levels
of surrender and Love, if you say to yourself
?look what I am doing? this is a form of
doubt and it will act as a resistance. When you
examine it from a rational point of view and say
?look what I am doing?, this separates you
from the act and thus it is your doubled self
speaking, which is doubtful and resistant.
Infinity
is undefined. What is undefined? It doesn?t
mean a thing.
Exercise
1d: this is an adjunct to Exercise 1c - they go
hand in hand.
It
doesn?t really matter ?
Except
for Love, all else doesn?t matter and thus,
let it be, let it go. Even Love doesn?t matter
because it is, whether you like it or not.
Things really only matter when you are attached
to a certain outcome based in need or fear.
Detach yourself from need, fear and from
bottomless-pit desire, then your true heart?s
desire can be made manifest.
Exercise
1e ? This exercise, like exercise 1c and 1d is
an exercise in awareness. Stay with the exercise
until you can touch with the Truth of it.
It?s
ALLGoodLove: Everything around you and within
you is good and its love. There is really
nothing that isn?t good loving, just things
that you believed weren?t good. How big can
you make the ALLGood? How much can the All
encompass for you within the World? This is the
most powerful exercise for it encompasses within
it all the others. This exercise does not mean
that you should ignore or run from negativity
and fears. It is not unbalanced positive. It
means that you can face those negativities and
fears because it?s Allgood.
It?s
AllGoodloving so there is nothing to fear, there
is nothing to worry about, there is nothing to
hurry about.
When
you feel the Truth that it?s AllGoodLove, you
will then see the difference between this Truth
and the unbalanced positivethat says ?it?s
AllGood, everything is Ok? yet really there is
fear of facing the negativity and the overly
positive attitude is a reaction in the very
opposite extreme, running from that fear. When
you know clearly and absolutely that it?s
AllGoodLove, you see everything that is there
and you know it?s ok.
CUTOUT
from The Three Major Delusions
And
therefore in such a realm where there is no
Good, there is also no Bad. For what is Bad, if
there is no established Good? Therefore, there
is no Good and Bad.
Does
it limit the size of the IS and the I AM to
think that God created us to be something (like
a fantastic guitarist, or a super sports
trainer, or anything)?
Yes
and no. First of all, yes, it does limit it. You
do not have any responsibility to hold onto the
knowledge of who you are, for that is revealed
to you in every new moment by how you would love
to be. So it might not be such a great idea to
believe that you are what you do. You Do what
you Are. And this is not something you need to
know anything about. It bubbles naturally from
within you.
I
do not need to know who I am. ? 7th Circle CaN
#1. I AM that I AM. I AM how I LOVE to be. What
I LOVE to be, I AM.
It
also does not limit the size of your I AM to
know that you were created to be something,
because there are infinite ways of your being
that something that are all unique. How you
dance, sing and talk, how you walk and laugh and
speak are all unique.
CUT
OUT from BOOK 2
There
is a wonderful paradox that comes to be when you
cross the threshold and it is that you will feel
absolutely alone while feeling like you are
never, nor will you ever be, alone again.
The
way you will feel alone is such a relief, such a
peaceful feeling, because you will no longer
feel or hear the whispering of your challenging
self. When you remove this self from your self,
you will feel alone for the first time in a way
that brings such joy because you are finally
One. You are whole instead of split and halved.
Your heart is at peace. It is no longer in
pieces, torn between two wills, one telling it
to feel what the other forbids. Oh joy of joys.
You will rediscover the brilliance of being
alone and the great sense of self that is
within. And of course, you finally feel as if
you are never alone for you are One with all of
creation.]]] where to put???
According
to a Native American saying; ?The eye of the
heart does not see right and wrong.?
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subject
we never left the garden ?
These
mundane moments (mundane meaning ?down to
earth? as in the French ?mondiale?) when
one looks back at them in the flash of their
life before their eyes, sees how special each
and every moment is/was ? which was the
wonderful message from the movie ?American
Beauty? in which Kevin Spacey?s role
demonstrated so well how we might break free
from the confines that we have placed upon our
selves in making ourselves miserable.
Each
one of us is a cell in the great body of planet
earth and what we all believe to be true, we
create as a collective bunch of cells. (See
Figure 12b) To date, we haven?t been even
remotely aware of the power that this vibration
has on the Universe. It is keeping us all in a
world where in totality, it has been easy to see
the belief that we are separate from each other
and from the Garden carried out everywhere in
our world. It is easy to see the projection of
this collective belief system in the way we hurt
each other and try to control each other. We
have let things go so far from the essence of
who we truly are. Now, it is the time to open
our true eyes and ears to the Song and Sight of
the Universe beyond our duels and fighting?
for therein, we are back within our undivided
attention.
When
we all see the Truth collectively, we will raise
the vibration on the planet so quickly that we
will all be borne upon the wings of eagles, as
in the way we got here in the first place. (Exo
19:4) Yes, the wings did break, ?well, we
chose it so.
The
balance with the Truth that we never left the
Garden is that we have forgotten that we are in
the Garden. So we haven?t yet fully returned.
When we live believing in duality and believing
in duality, the belief systems are truly acting
on our energetic systems to resist the flow of
energy in us.
As
we shed the beliefs, we are getting closer and
closer to this point where we can truly exist
again as a people in the harmony of the Universe
and the Ganallisone. It is not so far off as we
might think. Allow yourself to realize that it
takes a very small percentage of the planet
vibrating in this unconditional way to begin
affecting the entire earth. The Nine have
suggested that it will be something like the
?100th monkey effect?. We have heard it also
described as a critical mass. Maharishi has said
the square root of 1% of the population. I do
not know if this is the number, but I pray that
it is something very small, so that we can stop
torturing and killing each other and so we can
fulfill our promise to ourselves. It is likely
much smaller than 1% of the population, perhaps
closer to the number of eggs one tends to buy at
the supermarket, provided they are not shopping
for Arnold Swartzenaeger.
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'Wow!
It is true. It is true. It is already there, and
always has been. It is the Will of the Divine,
of which I am a part. I have just forgotten
which has allowed me to make challenging
choices, otherwise, there would never have been
any challenge to choose. I would just have been
so clear and centered in who I really am without
doubt, there couldn?t have been a choice. And
those choices that I have made within the past
to hold on to or judge or not to be, have caused
me to block off my true feelings and this is how
I come to forget? the FEELING of it all. But
oh, as I remember in the feeling, then I see,
there is nothing I have to try so hard for and
of course, nothing I need to resist as if it is
something bad or something I should try to
control.
So
I see I do not have to try so much or so hard
anymore. Nor must I be on the lookout. I can
just be relaxed and let the Wonder enter within
me and give me that glow within my eyes that
helps me see the Awe in the Universe and the Awe
for another, for I feel the wonder within
myself.
I
see how sacred it is for someone to show their
Love completely and to totally be themselves.
I
am no longer afraid of what others might think.
I see that it is not some big deal how much I
have to share inside as if others don't have the
same or as if it is something shocking to them.
This has only led me to resist being myself,
having these thoughts of separation. I take that
part of my mind that is glued to what others
think and feels responsible to keep others happy
and I dissolve it. I put it on the ever-growing
?it doesn?t matter pile?. I see how I
cannot be responsible for what others think for
then I am not honouring the choices they have to
make for themselves. At last, I am free to be
who I am. I can love as much as I wish to and be
myself within that as well. I can feel it is
here. It is the Golden Glow.?
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When
you are in the Zone of Golden Glow, which is the
Zone of Cold, you are enveloped by your Merkaba
vehicle. The Merkaba surrounds you, creating a
Balanced Positive field where you stand in this
world yet are not of this world. (See Figure
55). This converts your reality around you into
seeing and knowing that where you are, despite
where everyone else might still be, is the
Garden of Eden. It is the Holiest of Holies. It
is the Chamber of Unconditional Love.
When
you approach this place, you might get little
internal shivers (that could possibly get more
than little), and the muscles in your hands and
feet might contract. You are nearing a very deep
layer, which has a very close connection with
God, and possibly one of the most difficult
places of letting go. And it is amazing, because
the most difficult places of letting go are
usually the places of largest release into
freedom! How does one do it? How does one go
from a prison into freedom?
Like
the slip of a sigh through a crack down a slope.
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from
Genetics and Predisposition part II in Book 2
?And
in the morning you will see the glory of Yehova,
that He has heard your complaints against Yehova--
for what are we that you should incite
complaints against us?":
and
Moses said, "When, in the evening, Yehova
gives you meat to eat and bread to satiety in
the morning, as Yehova hears your complaints
that you complain against Him -- for what are
we? -- not against us are your complaints, but
against Yehova!? Exo 16:7-8
Look
closely upon this. For it speaks of doubles. One
is your true self that you speak against. One is
your other half that is the speaker of
complaints.
The
head of the Civilization of Love, is the same as
Jehova. The Yod h can be silent too. When it is
written as such it is vuv ? it is Hoova.
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Also,
many people will challenge you as you go for the
gold, for in going forward, you leave them
behind. Many people don?t like that, they?d
be happier if you just hung out with them in the
comfort zone. Your movement in forwardness
automatically challenges them in the space where
they are. I just wish people would be stronger
to resist the temptation to play ?devil?s
advocate? toward someone who is going for the
gold. It doesn?t serve to play devil?s
advocate. It is just a waste of time and it can
confuse someone going for it, making it
difficult for them, especially if they love you
and care about what you have to say. Because of
the resistance and challenging of other people,
it has added to the difficulty of the journey
through the years and centuries.
The
physical body trampled and beaten, hung, shot,
gassed. The heart torn and often just because of
going for the gold or possessing it within. Like
the Chinese have done to the Tibetans, and men
to women: Those who possess the Light become the
targets for the extreme of the devil?s
advocate (opposing energies). The Hoovids have
also been targeted for this reason.
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This
point cannot be emphasized enough. New-age
spiritual philosophy tends to be very nice and
happy stuff. And so is the true nature of the
Universe. Yet there can be a tendency toward
apathy within a philosophy that allows
everything to be without taking responsibility
toward creating it so. Every person on this
planet who is not within Ehye Usher Ehye
consciousness (and that is everyone) has fears
and issues. That is an incontestable fact. Many
people are not even aware of these fears as
being something that they need to face. Many
others who are aware of them, find many reasons
and excuses why they will face those fears
later, when I am ready, not now. Or they adopt
the attitude ?I will face the fears when the
time is right? and they wait 20 years and then
something happens that makes them face the fears
and they say ?it was meant to be?. This is
not entirely true. You make it happen by
allowishing it to happen, now.
For
that small percentage of people who are entering
within the deepest issues they hold within
(which is likely collective issues) they are
carrying a very heavy burden. Because of the
small percentage of people who have committed
themselves to this degree, the weight is very
heavy. Like the slaves who carry the King and
Queen?s caravan on their shoulders, the more
carriers, the lighter the load for each one.
This is something that we all must face, cause
we are in it together.
There
is another way that we can look at it. So long
as we exist within this duality consciousness,
there will be people suffering at the hands of
other people. And if you are healing yourself,
entering within the pain and separation deep
inside of yourself to come to be a more whole,
loving person, as you come into deeper
vibrations of Love, you are lightening the load
for the entire planet by your share. You are
bringing it all closer to the day we will
collectively live within a sea of Love. In
addition to that, in your state of Love and
grace, you are touching all those people who
cross your path with that Love, and you are
planting seeds that will sprout within them.
If
you are hanging out in your comfort zone
avoiding your fears and issues, which anyone can
do practically perpetually, you are not
manifesting your highest way of Being. More
importantly, you are not taking your share of
the responsibility toward your fellow brothers
and sisters. We are all responsible for what
everyone does to everyone else, even if it is in
another country, another continent. We are part
of an invisible network that is always in
effect. All it takes is one person to begin the
process by punching a whole in duality and
letting it all come together, and then the rest
will follow like wildfire. There could be
someone very capable of crossing the threshold
who is hovering out there in unbalanced
positive, saying things like ?all in its own
time?. This kind of nabulous attitude is based
in fear, not in Love. Love can push a little
with a will that is still aligned with allow.
Even when you?re meditating and you might be
stuck in some suppression/resistance energies,
one can push a little with the hara will, which
is a will to face things. This is not the same
thing as trying. It is pushing with the Will to
Allow, effortless effort. Yet it is a will, just
as when you connect with feeling, it is a will
that you can allowish to do it more.
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Homeopathic
alchemy can be well suited as a method of
self-prescribing. It can be a great method to
help those light workers clear the different
patterns of negativity from their being,
bringing themselves toward pure Beingness. There
are many judgments about self-prescribing. After
having done if for the past four years, I see
that all these beliefs and judgments about
self-prescribing are not necessarily true. It
is, however, a very difficult method, requiring
a lot of discipline and balance, or you can get
insane with trying to determine what remedy
state you are in. I definitely don?t recommend
it to anyone. More for a person who has
knowledge of homeopathy, who is sensitive,
willing to see what is really there and who
doesn?t need to adhere to too many belief
systems of the classical method.
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When
Adam and Eve are one within us, we are not
trapped in the magnetic field because the two
energies are in perfect coordinated harmony,
such that there is a magnetic neutral of
Balanced Positive. This magnetic neutral has no
resistance within it, it is a pure Being, and
thus it is beyond the gravitational influence of
the Earth.
But
when the energies became separated, because of
the splitting of Adam and Eve within us, it led
to the ?unbalanced negative? being thrown up
into the air, out of the body and the
?unbalanced positive? getting disconnected
from the mind. And as they stretched out in
dualities, their polarities became more
opposing. This created the magnetic attraction
and stuckness. The attraction because they are
opposites and they belong as One, so they are
always seeking that communion. It is stuckness
because they are attached to each other in need.
There isn?t freedom within this sort of
attraction. It is binding and controlling.
Alchemically speaking, this separation of the
poles of the male and female began the creation
of the spin of the earth which then got faster
and faster? it was scary, yes, as the world
spun round and round as if down a drain pipe and
through that long black hole to come out here?
on the other/reverse side where there are two
poles in separation. One is held onto the past
(rational) and the other, to the time of
Forwardness.
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