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Part
of the peoples need to be on top as number one
also has within it the fear of not being 'big' enough.
Instead of living their lives doing what they would
love, people might have the tendency to live trying
to seem bigger and better. This means the same thing
on various levels.
It can mean in terms of job and social status or in
terms of knowing more and more.
It
can also mean in terms of the size of ones body
parts.
All
men must come to love themselves in the exact way
that they are, just as women have a lot of loving
to do toward themselves and their physical bodies
[Second Circle CaN #1 As I AM
I find beauty in who I am. If I am a man, I give up
the need to be bigger than I am] Anyway, it is not
the sword, its the swordsmanship, so we have
heard.
There is a deep secret here: When a man allows the
flow of his sexual energy totally and completely,
when he has let go of the issues of inadequacy and
trying to prove himself, his sexual chakra becomes
opened and aligned with his heart, and the energy
of his penis can extend far beyond the physical parameters
of his penis into the woman so that she will feel
him penetrating her on an energetic level that is
very, very deep. This enlargement is energetic and
is not available to a man who feels the need to be
bigger than the Creator has made him, whether it be
in mind, spirit or body.
Yet
deep connections on a spiritual and energetic level
do not seem to be what a man always desires, in this
day and age, and in times past. What we are seeing
emerging again today, as a repetition of events that
have occurred in times long past, is a great desire
to have large penises. The repetition of times past
is a revisitation to the way things were just before
the destruction of the civilization of Atlantis. The
destruction or drowning of Atlantis was
due to the bottomless pit desire that the inhabitants
had before the Great Flood and their need to increase
the size of the mans penis.
If
it had not been below their waste they were always
in trouble, then it would have been a fine civilization.
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Rather
than using of the knowledge of medicine which they
had to improve their mentalities or their physicals,
they used their knowledge to improve their sex organs.
The Only Planet of Choice p. 148-9
Men
have probably always wanted to be well-endowed, it
is likely a natural part of our human nature. Women
can like men to have large genitals too, which is
understandable as well. It is when it MUST be that
way for a man or a woman and one becomes obsessed
about it that both men and women are likely disconnected,
in some way, from loving themselves. The fact that
we see this obsession to enlarge ones penis
again today to such a large degree, and the alleged
technology to do so, on the internet, for instance,
is a sign that we are nearing the re-emerging of the
Time of Atlantis. It is a return to our origins as
we were before we ate from the Tree of Knowledge.
Just as a pattern of ones life will begin to
repeat itself to deal with past errors of choice to
heal them, so too are we seeing the patterns of the
issues/errors of Atlantis re-emerging.
Lets look at how The Only Planet of Choice discusses
the Flood. The destruction of Atlantis, the Flood,
was said to be caused by an experiment with hydrogen
(they had technologies more advanced than our own),
which caused a chain reaction and the overnight flooding
of that civilization. In the chapter about Atlantis
in The Only Planet of Choice, the Nine explain that
they were feeling despair at the way in which the
civilization of Atlantis had gone astray from its
original purpose to such a large extent. The people
of the time forgot their higher purpose of bringing
the planet into oneness. Instead they got heavily
involved in the physical desires of the planet such
that it became all consuming. The Nines despair
prevented them from avoiding an experiment with hydrogen
that lead to the disaster and destruction of Atlantis.
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It
can bug him how calm and easy someone else takes things.
When someone is in a negative state, they can easily
judge someone who is in a state of peace and joy.
It can be tough for someone so rushed and goal-oriented
because they tend to take things so seriously (because
if they dont get what they need, there is a
sense of badness about it). Seeing someone so relaxed,
patient and at peace can trigger emotions of resentment
and envy. If you are someone who tends to rush and
you are with someone who is patient and relaxed, dont
rush them, be inspired by them. Let yourself come
back down to the ground. There you will feel your
will to allow, which is your will of just Being and
there you will see that everything you wish for, all
the goals you have aspired towards, you already have.
This way, you can do everything you wish and try not
at all. In this space, you will see the wisdom of
patience, of trusting in the slow growth and unfoldment
of things.
It
is the energy that gives rise to political correctness
which is out of balance. The Worlds opinion
through the eyes of the media of what has been occurring
in Israel with the Palestinians is an example
of political correctness gone overboard. It is not
an even situation. It is not a war that is being fought
fairly. The media has made it out to appear as if
the Palestinians are being oppressed by the Israelis.
The Israelis are not always perfect in their dealings
with the Palestinians and often regard them as lesser,
but they have shown incredible constraint in a situation
where they are surrounded by people who do not want
them to exist. It is not just the Palestinians but
most of the surrounding Arab countries that have often
attempted to wipe the Jews/Israelis into the Sea.
The Israelis want peace and defend themselves in a
way that is necessary for their safety. Many of the
Palestinians do not want to live in peace with the
Israelis, have lost the value of human life and rejoice
in the killing even of children. It is not an even
situation, yet the media began calling the terrorist
organizations like Hamas and The
Islamic Jihad, freedom fighters.
It wasnt until September 11th, 2001 that some
of these freedom fighters shocked the
world that the media reverted back to the former term
terrorists. We must be capable of stepping
past the unbalanced positive to really see what is
there. The Israelis will then take the responsibility
they must to amend the situation for all people in
the land of Israel and the world will no longer tolerate
terrorism as a means of fighting for freedom.
Just
as women can get stuck in the male controlling energy,
so can men become stuck in the unbalanced positive,
for each is male and female. Dont forget, the
odds are quite high that you have been both a man
and a woman in your different lifetimes. We have all
experienced both sides and the more one is on the
path of enlightenment, the more one is dealing with
the balance of the male and female.
As
soon as you judge something as bad, you begin to fear
that you might do it, and you begin to resist it.
This gives away your power and makes it into a big
deal, which you can feel helpless against. Eventually,
you will cave in against your opposing will. If you
are able to release the guilt of having caved in,
it can help you see beyond the judgment of the act
as being something bad, or shameful.
Since Hashem God had to cast a deep sleep upon the
male-female being in order to cause this separation
to occur, well then, what is this saying? It is saying
that this separation between the perfect harmony of
the sexes occurred within the dream state, when Adam,
the Balanced Positive Being was asleep. As we recall
from The Dream chapter, it is only if
you have fallen asleep to your true nature that you
can dream that your male and female are in opposition,
or they are separate.
When the male and female energies are together as
One, this is the Balanced Positive. This is having
given up Frmee Will and is walking with the golden
glow. It is giving up the state where the controlling
energies within fight and resist the state of Beingness
as foundation.
What the Council of Nine are saying is that each has
the male and female energies and that there is no
definition of how either men nor women must be. Men,
therefore, have the ability to be as intuitive as
the woman, but must release many patterns of control-based
thinking over the freedom of being and over others
in order to allow the feeling of intuition and the
connection with the body to occur. He must let go
of the belief that a man doesnt or shouldnt
express his feelings. He must also let go of his tendency
to view reality from a largely rational point of view.
It is not impossible to do. It simply requires much
dedication toward the letting go, with faith to know
that it is Ok and that he can. The faith makes letting
go of these primeval ways of being about a million
times easier than struggling within them.
This
giving up control does not mean to give up action
or activity, it means the need to be in control over
things. The action and creativity that comes about
when one gives up this control is even more than within
the control, yet it is effortless. There is no trying,
just allowing that which you Love to be True. When
you have Faith to Know that which you Love to be True
IS True, then Allowishing is letting that Be which
you Love to be and which you Know is True.
The
woman has the tendency to not feel accepted for who
she is. This is partly because she has bought into
the belief that she is there for his pleasure. When
he is unsatisfied, she takes it as her own failure.
One of her fears is what I have to give is not
enough, I must try more.
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The male energys purpose is in giving to the
female, like a catalyst. In the act of making Love,
his purpose, we shall call it, is in doing it for
her pleasure. She then goes wild, has an incredible
time, her womb creates the most stunning energy in
the World that radiates out and makes him feel the
pleasure and joy of the act. If he is not making Love
for her sake but only his, the reverse happens. First
of all, he will not feel the deepness of the joy of
union with her. How could he? He is doing it all for
himself. Unfortunately, what also happens in this
act is that he will be sucking in her energy, somewhat
vampirically. Perhaps that is too strong a word, but
it is of that nature. The woman tends to buy into
his selfishness as well, because quite often, if he
is taking it all for himself, she is there to give
it to him too. She will be making love for him, worrying
to herself if she is doing it well enough for him,
if she is pleasing him properly. The entire dynamic
is reversed into the negative when the male is attempting
to be the god. This relationship of the male taking
in and the female trying to please him is a dynamic
that creates nothing.
When it is done in harmony, in the chakras this looks
like the woman taking in. It all starts with her.
Life, creation, starts with the female. He gives to
her, she allows it to flow through her. Inside of
her, it is transformed into great energy. Tantrically,
he then is able to receive this energy into his mouth
through a kiss and the energy then gets recirculated
through his channels, his body and back into her.
[Second
Circle - CaN #3 I allow myself to enjoy sex,
fully and completely.
I
allow my sexual energy to flow. I release any judgment
of the expression of my sexual nature. He says - I
do it for her pleasure. This is where I find the pleasure
and joy.
She
says - I allow myself to receive the pleasure of the
act. I give up the guilt of receiving.]
He
also gives and he takes pleasure in that giving. This
is where the greatest sexiness lies for the man. She
then gives to him all that he desires, which is her
total fulfillment and pleasure. (Its a male
thing) He really is doing it to serve her though.
Totally and completely. He has given up all desire
for himself. The man can then see how it is not all
for him. He can feel her. The woman sees that she
can allow it into her, she stops worrying about receiving.
She knows she is allowed
allowed??? It is her
right, her being, her very essence. She can receive
fully and completely into herself and not feel ashamed
or guilty of that. She can also let the power that
she is in touch with come into her, and let it sing
out of her lips, or however she expresses it.
As they go deeper and deeper into this, they give
up their ego that sees themselves as separate at all.
They are Two that are One.
When the man and the woman give up all the control
and resistance within their genital area, their third
eye chakras (as above, so below) then extend outward
as the kundalini energy of the third eye mahima
and anima comes alive within. We have seen this depicted
in the ancient Egyptian art as the serpent headpiece.
It is symbolic of the power of the third eye chakra
that returns to the Soul who has given up living in
selfishness or in resistance of Being. She is then
taking her rightful place and allowing her power to
pulsate with the rhythm of the Earth. He is then free,
totally and completely, from receiving just for the
self. So then he has his will return to him where
he can trust and fully know well that he serves the
Love, because he has no doubt upon his forehead, that
looks within in fear and worry. He is only poised
out as a giver of the Love he knows he receives from
the Goddess power and magnificence. He serves
the Shekinah, who flows through him and gives him
all his power. Then he is an OK man, and she, an OK
woman.
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A
feeling of joy surges through you when you connect
with the understanding that the wonder of the Now
need not dissipate. It is eternal. It is immortal,
and so is I shall as I shall be. Letting
go of the past pain and hurt inside, we let go of
worrying about the joys of the moment slipping from
our grasp. John Keats described this sort of worry
about the moment slipping away in his poem Ode
on Melancholy where he writes of Melancholy:
She
dwells with Beauty, beauty that must die. And joy,
whose hands are ever at his lips bidding adieu. And
aching pleasure nigh, turning to poison while the
bee-mouth sips.
This
is the feeling we have when we are living in scarcity,
where we still consider ourselves bound to a time
that is going to run out on us.
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Bina2
(rational) is tied to the past. In order for us to
align our male will with the Forwardness of the Female,
we must completely let go of the past.
How
do you let go of the past? It might seem like a strange
thing to do, or maybe even impossible, but it is very
possible. As you become aware of the thoughts that
you are thinking that are tied to the past, you let
them go. In other words, you do not use this part
of yourself anymore. Regret. Guilt. Self-reproach
from past mistakes. Longing for times past. Sorrow.
Hatred at people who have hurt you and done you wrong.
You drop the thought as one drops a ball from ones
hand and allow to surface whatever feelings come up.
It is like saying goodbye and then turning your back
to walk away. You simply release the activity of that
part of yourself, as one does when they retire. And
you wake up to be fully present to the moment. What
you are doing by disconnecting from the past is waking
up from the illusionary dream that clouds out your
connection with the bliss of the true moment that
you are now within. The bliss of the moment, when
you are present fully and completely, having let go
of the past, is the Ganallisone. The energy within
us that controls (left column turned inward - the
Tree of Knowledge) gives up its control and it rearranges
itself so that it is an extension of the female energy
(left column turned outward Tree of Life) (See
Figure 30).
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Women
can usually see or imagine their partners with another
a lot easier. Women can be possessive too, especially
if she doesnt feel Love from her partner. But
if we were to put the women of the worlds possessiveness
on one side of a scale, and mens on the other,
the mens side would crash down and catapult
the other far into the air.
Men
love the female energy so much, and yet they are afraid
of expressing it and having it within. So they have
to get it from the outside. This makes them more possessive.
The reason why we men (mostly) can want many women
is because of the longing to connect with this lost
female energy combined with the unwillingness to do
what it takes to find the truest feeling of connection
with another. We keep our hearts nice and safe so
we are not vulnerable to losing ourselves
to the other side. (Cause Lord knows, how can we be
in control if we are vulnerable? We cant.) We
fear letting go. We hold ourselves back. We fear losing.
We try to control. All of these acts are the male
needing to be in control. There is no experience of
the female within. Therefore, you will constantly
need to get it from the outside. Bottomless pit desire
is created. It is the true wish combined with holding
back that creates this bottomless pit desire. And
this can then becomes desire for any woman, regardless
of whether or not you have even exchanged a single
word with them. This desire for any seemingly attractive
person is an illusion. If you know nothing of a person,
how can you want to connect with them?
Dont
forget that women can have a deep bottomless pit desire
as well. When this is the case, for them too, the
size of the mans penis will matter. Why does
it matter for some women and not for others? The women
for whom it seems to matter have something in common
they tend to be looking for something different
in the sexual act. They are usually a lot like men
sexually, have a lot of desire and are seeking the
physical pleasure of the act to fill up their need
rather than the underlying essence of the act. They
usually do not have a very loving relationship with
themselves and their father didnt demonstrate
much love toward them.
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There have been beings who have come to Earth who
have not been born in this physical manner. They were
not here to learn the lessons of the physical, because
one who is not born in a physical manner is not capable
of learning the lessons of the physical, which are
the lessons and struggles of limitations to overcome
those limitations. Being born in this physical manner
causes you to forget your true nature so that you
may learn to overcome limitations that you would not
have if you were still connected with the awareness
of who you are and all that you are capable of.
First,
there was only One, and what was that? It was Balanced
Positive, which is like nothingness for one who had
only known that and nothing else. Now there are Two
and when they are One again, that is Three, something
more.
Allow
yourself:
When
I see that it is not about trying to know everything
there is to know, I give that up as being important
and come to see the important things that I can call,
for myself, the true important things. All other things
seem to drift away and collect upon the it doesnt
matter pile. For then we can be together in
such a Love bond. I dont need to be number one,
in fact, if she would allow me to give to her, I am
so honoured and grateful. From within this space,
I am the great man I have always wanted to be. I do
not lose anything of myself in this. In my fear of
losing myself to the true power of the female, I fought
it and lived always in fear. Now in yielding, I am
more powerful than I ever imagined. There is not even
macho-ness lost in being kind and loving. Those men
who can be sensitive and open, caring and kind, are
the real macho men. All others, who hide behind big
words, are just afraid.
That
which we know is true, we cannot turn away from anymore.
In our moment of complete surrender, we will all acknowledge
this fully and completely, and of course, we dont
have to make a religion out of it. It is an integral
part of us that is quite apparent and obvious. She
just has to let herself go now and feel ok about that.
Feel ok about letting herself be free, exposed, wild.
And all the yucky gunk that you can feel rising up
in your throat when you think about all the nasty
stuff men have done to women in holding them down
let that rise up in you
it is the demons that
you will throw up. Its good to. Dont worry.
Once you do it, you say to yourself thanks God
and angels, which comes out pretty nicely as
Thank you Garden Angels.
So in this great time that is returning to us, the
time of Legends that are real, because we are finally
giving birth to them, really listen to your mother.
Really listen to your sister. Really listen to your
girlfriend/wife/partner, for what she says, is priceless
you dont want to let it slip by. And really
listen to the man who listens to his mother, sister,
wife, etc.
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(Remember
that the man is made of X and Y, not just Y)
Imposing laws about the way things are is not aligned
with our true nature. No one can ever tell another
how things must be. All Beings have the freedom to
choose. If you try to impose your will on another,
and you enforce this, you are going to be stuck in
a controlled world. This is how the male has tried
to be like God inanotsoniceway, by creating Laws of
what is Good and Bad. That is how the male energy
attempts to control when it is separated from the
female, as it was after that darned Tree. Until you
learn to let her be free to shine and glow, you will
never be free yourself. You will not experience true
Love until you do this.
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